but i have lots of friends luckly. my best friend gave me some advice. i found Au Pair. i thought i might be able to go back if i can be an Au Pair. But, its really hard for me. i was still 16. and the school is in the city.and i cant work full time. i called someone who wants Au Pair. and I e-mailed them every day. But, i didnt get any good chance.
[is it the voice that god tell me to give up? or is it the voice that god tell me its a big mountain for me?]
i didnt know the voice after all. but, i know i cant give up. NEVER.
i felt alone, lonely and sad. but, i was sure that i would feel lonely more if i give up now.
I NEED HELP